Monday, June 19, 2006
my closing link.with the successful publication of youth talk issue 3, the church seemed more vibrant. people taking up youth talk to read, saying positive things about youth talk. I am relieved, nothing more than relieved. I wonder how are we going to continue to meet the different expectations of others. I got really angry when ziyan's dad actually said that there was 'no content'. though i am not sure the reliabilty of this statement, it just goes to show that 1) he doesn't appreciate the shit work 2) he thinks he can do a better job. It doesn't help when people take it forgranted. so misunderstood. People want to help, i know. but can you show me that you can do something, instead of asking me whether i need help. coz your so called concern if i need help is no help at all. and it doesn't help when wr gives me his black face.diaoing me. if i misunderstood him, its my fault. just stopping bossing us ard. i already had enough of this shit. and it is not that i am reluctant to do the stupid advertisement. the person who was entrusted with the task needs to do it herself! you don't keep saying that "i will do it" when you never show that you have the ability to do it. so whatever it is, you clear your own mess yourself. why should i clean it up for you. you are responsible not me. i'm not siding anyone. i'm on my own. speaking for myself.
other than my best pals driving me nuts, so is my sis. i really don't understand her. she's totally possessed by the computer game. she's really crazy. if i can do anything to stop her i would. you just don't realised that we do care for you. she looks like a walking zombie now. if you will stop falling asleep during sermon and 'look' like a 'person'. i don't mean to stress you to play the piano, you don't have to live up to my expectations, just be a 'person'.
still disappointed in my dad, he certainly can do more than that. so much so for the theme 'family' . mine is more screwed than any other one.
posted @10:34 PM
