Tuesday, May 30, 2006
updates!
22nd may mondaywinnie passed her driving..! finally.congrats! hah, coz i went to support her ma! see, the lucky star's here!! quite fun to go to her driving school, looks much newer then ssdc, and the air con seemed stronger there. i wonder why! her mum's really nice haha, she treated me to swensons haha, coz i'm her lucky star! how honoured!
24th may wednesdayi k boxed with wei ting and hwee ting. nice have both tings. haha singing all the rap songs.. some dunno how also anyhow rap. but i enjoyed their company. probably coz we know each other so well already! they got me to love singing again. lalalala
26th may fridayxmen! watched at yishun with josh. so hard to find parking space and in the end parked at some hdb /and we had to sit the second row, because there was no space! so frustrating huh, i hate that kind of situations. we were rushing like mad! my efforts paid off haha, watched x men 1 at home before watching part 3. hehe, was quite informative. i hardly new anything about them except for the character 'storm' coz when i was a kid i thought she's cool! the fighting scenes were really majestic, was like
wooohoooooo! really wowed me!read on the papers that shu fang passed away. i'm happy for her coz she's now in heaven, i can picture that in my mind, in the Lord's arm, happily dancing away. i thank god for using her life to impact others. she'll always be remembered as the happy, funny, always smiling girl in class. hardly remembered when was the last time i spoke with her. we weren't exactly close, but i guess she has made us realised that life is so vulnerable.. a 20 yr old, the same age as me, the same sec school, arent we suppose to be happily enjoying uni life...i still find it hard to believe, but i guess she has accomplished what the Lord has in mind for her.. it made me feel that i should do something with my life, make my life purposeful.27th May Saturdaydrove my grand ma and maid to the market at7 plus, nearly couldn't wake up, but so glad i did. hehe, had breakfast at the mkt with josh, delicious. hardly have anything to eat at home. sucks. went home and waited for kai min and huishan to come over. we are on our way to set up our business. planning to do some decos to the skirts that we got and we managed to successful alter a dress that was too small into a top! well done! hope we can really start the business soon! half way josh got a call saying that he was activated! was like so rush, drove him back and that poor boy had to change, bathe, and eat up the noodles? and realised that it was a false alarm? what the!
that night went for jess's bday party! was great! except that everyone was late, though me and josh that we were v v v late!!! arrgh. jess was pretty dressed in her nice dress. and all my classmates of adm! missed them! glad that josh didn't feel awkard there! the view of the pool from the roof top is great! 21st bday! what an important day of our life. but i guess i wont be celebrating in such a large scale manner. haha, simple is the way. too much hassle's not that good for me. maybe a simple small gathering for a few pple? i dunno, when the day comes.. then i'll think about that.
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Monday, May 22, 2006
i watched
da vin ci code already. i think the book is much nicer, pity the movie couldn't show some of the tiny details, which were the essence of the book. i actually kind of admire dan brown for his wits. yeah, i give him 5 stars for his ability to link all the facts to form such a seemingly
coherent and seemingly
seamless plot. how can anyone think of that? but a FICTION remains as fiction rite? i don't regret watching though it was not encouraged by the church. shouldn't christians be the one standing up to tell others that what they are watching is not the truth! hah, ya, so everyone out there who is a fan of dan brown, there is more to it than it meets the eye! i would gladly tell ya all the myths! i'm actually quite glad that he wrote something like that. to show christians that how little they know about their faith. looks like there is really a lot more to learn and there are so many misconceptions that we've always had. mary magdalene is not a prostitute!
(get that into your head).heard people coming out of the theatre saying that they didn't know what was going on and they fell asleep towards the end.. hah, i felt quite funny, there we were fretting over how would non-christians would react to the film, but there were young teenagers who really don't bother to find out what they are watching!?
diaoz. let's be tolerant christians. it's only a fiction. it's not going to change our faith in Christ and in God.*wr is really pissing me off, though i am not really that angry, and i tried to remain as composed as i can, i still feel like telling him to stop being so bossy. designers are still designers! i wonder if anyone made a law or what, at least give some respect to the creators of art? the least you can do. i actually enjoy youth talk. but i wished i was given more freedom to do what i want. and explore stuff that i want.
i am beginning to realise that i am starting to have this so called 'artist pride' which i never did. maybe it's because i feel that people don't understand the hardwork of artists. thinking that it cannot be compared to any brain activity of mathematics or physics. it's a different form of engagement. and when people say 'how come like that' , ' can you do this do that and change this change that' easier said than done. they never thought of the thinking process before you arrived at the work. i hope i will still be able to take criticisms, no matter how low morale i am. guess that's the only way to learn. can imagine next time i am in the working force, could be more difficult when clients get fussy with designs etc. etc. *watched this movie called 童梦奇缘.was in my computer since last yr, haven't found the right time to watch it. i like the way they film the movie, the setting, the big green trees in the show! got this very dreamy feel to it!
讲述的是一个关于亲情的都市童话，和法国著名的《小王子》有异曲同工之处。在《童梦》中刘德华扮演的小孩小光无法接受黄日华扮演的父亲把后妈莫文蔚娶进门的事实，认为父亲和后妈对自己不好，想要离家出走。结果在疯狂科学家的帮助下，他一夜之间长大成人，并且开始品尝成人的滋味。在不久之后，他就发现其实成人有许多小孩无法理解的苦衷，父亲和后妈对自己还是很好的。与此同时，由于自己的出走，父亲和后妈之间产生不和，并最终分开。感到内疚的小光决定用自己的力量帮助爸爸和后妈重归于好，重建一个温暖的家.
the ending's really sad, hah, ya, as usual, cried quite a bit, tears were shed (grinz*). so touching how the boy realised how important the family was, and how he wronged his father. it was never to late to return home...*sob* a mistake is a mistake, but was never too late to realise you were wrong. better late than never!
i love shows like that, simple, short, touching and the message was sweet!
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Monday, May 15, 2006
i ran to josh's house today, figured out that our houses are just 6km apart haha, that is like so cool, so near yet so far. it took me 53 mins to get to his house!!!!! and the slopes suck, i jogged till i was blur and my ears were blocked. surprisingly i reached there in one piece. thank god that was still 50cents in my ez link so i could take a bus to the mrt station and the shuttle bus back home. =) wat a great sense of satisfaction !!! loo k at the map haha, the path marked red. i'm sorry, i think i m really bored. *hah
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12th may
30th month~2.5yrs
josh gave me a really nice card on sat, i love it =) he thinks his handwriting doesn't go with the colour pen that he bought! i like anything thats from him, so it doesn't matter =)
the card is blue with stars hah, so nice!
there are some printed words on the card, though not written by him, it's still sweet!
have you any idea how much i love you?i doubt you do.. but i seriously think what we have has added a whole new dimension to this "Love" thing. I mean, every time i see you, even if i'm expecting you, my heart starts doing this little "happy dance" inside me. You'd think that would have worn off by now, but i don't think it ever will! I used to think that poets got a bit carried away when they wrote of things like "hearing angels sing" or "the earth moving" when talking about love, but i'm a believer now. Loving you has brought so much magic and wonder and joy to my life that it makes everyday feel like a dream.I still can't believe my luck in finding the one person in all the universe who is exactly perfect for me. Thankyou for showing me that there's so much more to life than i ever thought... You are very important to me than the very air i breathe, and i will love you forever.*the happy dance part is like how true, hah, sometimes my heart just dances and jumps for joy whenever i see him!
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12th may 2006* went for a one day tour to johor with my church. it's so fun despite the long bus journey (2-3 hrs). i hate the jam, and sleeping in the bus made me so dizzzy! we just laughed and laughed the whole day, cracking stupid jokes and taking lots of photos to entertain ourselves. gee. suaning wr and winnie, haha, was a good one folks.
*we visited an ostrich farm/fruit farm! i love fruits ! i wished i could buy back all the fruits. the mango is so tasty!
i love fruits i love fruits! yummy+ heh, and we had sea food for dinner and lunch, yummy, and we were so full. our table ate the most rice man.
fan tong took a boat ride after dinner to see fireflies! so beautiful, like little stars shining, but much nearer, was quite romantic yeah. and nicky managed to catch one!
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will remember the fun on the trip. it's probably not the place and the attractions that we went, but i treasure our amazing friendship by GOD'S grace, and the valuable time spent together and sharing this beautiful experience as we enjoy god's great works! i didn't regret going at all, it was great fun!
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
sunday 7th may. from left: winnie, xy, me (host), xj(host), wei ren, roy-- the youth talk comm
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last weekend was so tiring for me, had to prepare for the
youth talk talk show. it's basically a talk show in church that runs live, like a tv programme for youths to
discuss certain issues.we discussed the topic on parents and child (family issues) and i had to be the host. was like so
"leng chang" all the time. and my chinese is gone into the drain. half the time i m like stuck waiting for xj to say his lines. oh well. it turned out better than i expected ya.. was quite maluating in front of all the other youths.. because the youth talk song was a
DISASTER. WE CAN'T EVEN GET PAST THE FIRST STANZA because of all the stupid actions!! thanks to the WR. thanks xueying and weiren for doing all the deco stuff while i was freaking out. haha. and winnie, she's such a pretty joke book herself
our parents are important in a way yar.. when i think back now, they really did lots of stuff for me, but i just didn't know how to appreciate and usually take forgranted. there was a time when i really hated the family and the things way are, somethings you just need to get used to it rite? afterall, in god's plans, we are one family. nothing beats that.i really need to learn to appreciate them! and be a good daughter. love beats everything else. love is the greatest.
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the holidays are here! cheers to all, i'm happy! seems like i have all the time in the world now. yeah, the maths paper was ok, hard to live with mathematics arh, but casey and weisin were really of a great help, and i think i survived ! high 5^
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finished one yr of university! feels weird that i am already one yr ahead of josh, sorry dear haha. but the yr was an eye opener. really, in adm... i felt like a little frog in a big big well. the art scene seemed much
complicated than i thought. (or rather i never thought of that).
there are times when i still feel scared, as though this art thingy is not where i m suppose to be? maybe i am just not cut out for it.
maybe god made a mistake? and when i failed myself so many times,
i felt like giving up, all the tears of
sadness,
questions about my future, the art dream seemed too far fetched for me. the struggles..
I am glad that i hung onto moral values that i kept for myself. there is probably a greater temptation to stray away in school now, not saying that an art school is bad, but the people, the way they think are so different. still, adm has a bunch that are so creative, so open, so charismatic! they are lovely in their own way. not aliens of course. i am probably stuck in between now, neither science nor art. but fret not, i just merely opened my eyes. the world seemed so different now. i still prefer my comfort yellow and orange happy world.
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thankyou all those who encouraged me to keep going, that this dream is not that far away from reality.
esp josh, i know you've been exceptionally tolerant with my
ultra busy schedules.. i'll manage it well k..thankyou dear! and
group 6,
i'll miss all of you! you made my first yr fun and memorable(minus the plaster) i've to really be receptive to new ideas and new changes, be observant, be patient,
just be myself. the challenge is greater ahead. *the next yr will be more exciting! visual com here i come!
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